Will I ever be enough For you to hold me tight And not let me go Even if I put up a fight Will I ever find you waiting The way I wait for you Will our time apart Make you nearly as blue Will I ever be the light That you follow through the night Or will my shine be blurred By the glare of those more bright I've got my chest puffed with pride I'll never beg, nor will I plead And yet in search of your affection I still find myself on my knees So tell me if there's anything I can possibly do To become someone that means something to you Shall I change my form To one that fits the norm? Shall I change my hue To a shade that suits you? Shall I change my scent To one that you don't resent? Shall I change my sound To one that makes your heart pound? But even with all these changes Maybe I'll just never be enough Maybe despite all my efforts I won't be the person you dream of It's with this cruel realization That my demons come knocking With doubts and insecurities in tow They're tired of all my stalling They've come to collect a debt long outstanding To shatter this confidence I've built Out of cheap tricks and clever branding So as I lean in to my defeat Having failed even at my best Answer me this one last question Since you know me better than the rest Will my feelings always go unanswered Like they have with you? Will I ever be enough For someone to love me too?
